Every great adventure starts with a question. Sir Edmond Hillary climbed it because .... I dont know actually but I am certain he had a reason that resonated with him. Whatever his reason, it was bold enough to carry him to the highest peak in the world. He must have had a reason but, why?
His reason may have been vanity. His reason may have been monetary. He may have secretly been the first environmentalist who realized everything was going to hell in a hand basket and wanted to see it all fresh and crisp before it collapsed.
I don't know, nor do you, and possible nor did Hillary.
I have no intention of climbing the highest peak, nor am I interested in going a place no one has been before. I am interested in sharing my feelings and process with others who may be interested in another's journey. To share it with someone who is a voyeur. To share it with someone who would like a vicarious journey.
My promise to you is simple. I will share all my thoughts, my aspirations, my fears and my inappropriate-in- certain-circles feelings.
Hi-
My name is not important, but who I am is. I am a 43year old man. I am a father. I am a friend. I am a lover. I am a small business person. I am competitive. I am spiritual. I am curious beyond belief. I am a traveler. I am open minded. I am loving. I am kind. I am healthy.
I am out of shape.
I am scared.
I am not alone.
I have done yoga off and on for about three years now. I have done it regular enough to feel the benefits of my body and mind. I have also fallen off the yoga wagon long enough to recognize its benefits through absence. Sometimes you have to fall off the wagon to know why its a good place to be. Hopefully the fall wasn't too far as getting back on can be a bitch.
I attended a yoga charity event in Bend, Oregon on September 12th of 2010. There were about 300 people there doing yoga under warm clear skies along the Deschutes River. It was a spectacular vision of community, beauty, different ages and abilities all together, supporting each other while being in their practice.
I am not a gambling man. Nope. I own a small business and in this dynamic economy we have created for ourselves, my business is gamble enough. But that day, I bought raffle tickets. Twelve for Ten dollars. I am always a giver... a charitable man. I am happy to say, at the end of the road - I will have paved the way for others less fortunate. Maybe not wholly "paved the way" but a few pot-holes will be filled for my giving.
The raffle included items from five to thousands of dollars. Coffee cards, smoothie cards, free yoga clothes, free passes at yoga studios, free dinners in beautiful hotels, etc etc etc. The usual goodies businesses give that help events turn services into dollars, into donations, into help for the charity they support.
The Taj Mahal prize of the raffle was quite impressive. All the attending yoga studios agreed to offer a 'gold-pass'. This pass would be be valid 365 days, any time, any class at any studio. In Bend there are several studios. Five studios participated in this give. An unlimited pass at all five will certainly ensure whomever the winner is a rubber soul and a fluid body. If yoga people can be described as 'on pins and needles with excitement', they were. This was the grand-prize to trump all grand-prizes.
I won.
Being a divorced father of three young boys, with them in my care most of the time, I can assure you - I have very little money to spend on myself. This prize could not have fallen into hands that would be more appreciative. This prize would not go to waste. I have five yoga studios, four divisions of my business, three children .... oh no, I am going to break my pattern here... one girlfriend and one life to live.
I begin my path today at 178lbs, according to the bathroom scale... which is a bit old and I am certain off one way or another. I am not very flexible. I don't sleep very well at all. I get unwarrantedly, albeit mildly, irritated when I am tired and wish it wasn't the case. I loose my focus easily......
I hope to achieve more focus, more flexibility, better sleep, a lighter weight, better muscle tone, and set a sound example for my family of tenacity and health that leads to a better life for all.
I'll begin in earnest tomorrow with the yoga. I'll tell you what I feel in my body, my emotions and what I notice about my surroundings. Today, it sounds not too exciting but I am sure, given my curious nature, I will fall on my head, get into positions or situations that make me laugh uncontrollably, and I am confident I will cry from places I have never been.
If you choose to follow this, please comment. It will keep me writing. It will keep me going. It will support my journey of a Year of Yoga